A child's innocence can be so enlightening in our complicated adult world!

Yeah, I know pretty long title! It just came to me cus if I put too much though into my title I will be here all night long. So I've decided, ( with a lot help from my sistahs and Pastor Troy's teaching) that I am going to stop complaining and focusing on how good God is to me. He is very good. I made a decision that I will not allow the enemy to take residence in my mind!

So I've been in prayer repenting, praising, praying for others, with my children. People if you've never experienced it try it Prayer really changes things. So a brief story before I get into the innocence thing.

I had been feeling overwhelmed with me moving, the holidays around the corner, the cutbacks at work, just life in general. The same things everyone else is going through. I was even being short tempered with my kids. I realize they have no fault or take any part in the dealings of this world. So the enemy is all in my face and I break! (sigh) So I share with one or maybe 2 of my sistahs and I know they got to praying quick, cus I mean it was almost as though the very next day I started feeling better. Finding avenues to release the stress. Started back praying, and putting my faith in God and asking him to take the reigns.

So, today Tuesday 11/24 at about 7 pm Jasmin my 8 yr old princess, Says to me, " Mommy can we look up 1 chronicles 16:34?" Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good! His faithful love endures forever. Slapped with the holly hand! Her innocence is full of faith. Its amazing how complicated we make it. When its so simple in black and white! Be Thankful, he loves us and its never ending! Thank you God for my children's heart after you! Thank you for surrounding me with your angels, weather they are supernatural or in the flesh. Thank you ladies and gents who are so faithfully praying for each other! Thank you for not letting me do life alone!

Baby Dolls?

OK, so I hope I don't offend anyone, or seem small minded. I don't think I am, being that I am sharing and all. So Junior my 2 year old plays with everything, I mean from Johnnie's sports equipment, to Jamins baby dolls and bracelets, to his own action figures and race cars.

My 13 yr old son, doesn't like that I let him play with baby dolls, all he basically does is undress them leave them laying around and plays with the barbie car. He occasionally plays with Lil' Jasmin, Jasmin's' (my 8 yr old daughter, who thinks its annoying) baby doll. I read somewhere, I think in a parenting magazine that, boys who play with baby dolls, get practice, therefore become great fathers. What do you think? So just to clarify as I said before, he does not only play with baby dolls. He plays with everything!

Those of you that know him, he is totally all boy! I do get the comments though, especially from his father. You'll do everything to let him be qu**r! Personally I don't think so. He's a little boy and just wants to have fun all the time! I mean all the time!

Patience

With everything that has been going on in the world, my patience has been so short!? this is one thing I had prided my self on really working on and it just seems like its all down the toilet. Things that never really got to me, really get to me now. What up with that?
Managing a home and three kids at 13, 8, and 2 has always kind of just flowed, and came naturally. If its not homework not being done with one or trying to enjoy dance with Jas, I just feel overwhelmed. I don't know if its because the holidays are around the corner and the economy is bad. I just know I really don't like being so short tempered and impatient. I am diligently praying for Gods peace and tranquility. I pray that he get in the midst of this situation that I can't pin point, but I know he can.
Don't get me wrong I can so see his blessings, and can see how he has set things up in my life to work out for me in the long run. Like now! My kids are awesome, they help out around the house, for the most part, do the things they are supposed to like homework read, pray, especially for MOM!
So this is my first blog and am starting to actually feel better. Thanks for hearing me out!